This is such a journey, when I am practicing how to perform Song. Such elegance of being an Asian woman, to be submissive and gentle. Por Una Cabeza, from the smells you can figure out the woman. I have to practice my finger pose, my voice and the way I am walking. I have to keep my voice softer, slower, and higher to make the perfect style of being a traditional Asian woman, but a man out like.
When I was in my character, the whole world is going crazy, I am the non-recognized. People hate me because I am homosexual, people abandon me because I am a gay, people pick on me because I am the abnormal.
I practice the catwalk at home, trying to be a perfect Song in time. I know that I am always wanting to be an actor on the real stage. Maybe M.Butterfly is the first step towards my dream.
After few days, I had become Song. After I read the script for so many times, I became her. I am in to that character. I introjected myself into him. A non-confused identity of being a modest woman in China.
I am waiting my opportunity. I am always prepared to be Song, at the stage. I am reciting the script now. I do not know which day may I have the chance to perform it on the stage. Acting is my dream, maybe, it is a dream after all.
Leaving me alone, I am Song.
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